To Stop and Find A New Beginning.

It feels like just yesterday I was thinking about how far the set date of my traveling day was, but now it’s less than a month away.

How does time fly so fast?

It’s getting harder by the second, lonelier by the minute, and now I don’t know how to say good-bye.

Just yesterday I heard someone say: “Where’s the ‘good’ in good-bye?”   Well, then this is a ‘see you later’, because I just can’t say good-bye.

Sometimes I wonder why things change so fast, but I’m used to it, I cope and move on.

What if I can’t cope this time?  Too many good things happening, precious people making me smile, and amazing friends I never want to forget.

There are things I can’t say yes to, things I can’t do because I know I’ll just wanna hold on and never let go.

It might seem like I have it all together, and that I know what I’m doing; but that’s just on the outside. On the inside I’m a complete mess.

This week alone has been amazing. I laughed, I smiled, I loved the moments so small yet so powerful It makes me want to stay.

I can’t help thinking about what I’ll be missing here, and who I won’t get the chance to know a little better, but I’ll just have to find my ways.

I hear the phrase “Life goes on” so many times, that it’s become a part of daily conversation. Life does go on, but there’s still gonna be a part of me in every past, present, and future, because I’ve lived it, and it made me who I am today.

I know that life has so much more to offer, and that surprises lie behind every door. It’s just a matter of picking the right door now.

I’m no pro, but I sure will take on the challenges because I know I can do it, and I know I got a chance not so many people get. I want to deserve it, I wanna make them proud.  & I will make them proud.

27 days.