You know that moment of epiphany? That second where the invisible light-bulb on top of your head lights up, and you hear a “Ting” sound. Yeah, well.. I just went through that rather pleasant second. I decided a lot in one day, but I guess that’s how you live it up, which is what people have been telling me to do, since birth! I’m loving it though.. The knowing what you want and being sure of it. The best part of all this is the peace of mind that comes along with it. When you feel like you know what you want, your head just deletes all the doubts and uncertainty you had. It’s like the weight of your doubting self has been lifted. I like it.
I was trying to scan my life and highlight the times where I was happiest, and most sad. I realized that the smiles bucket was much heavier than the tear glass. Thank God for my life! I’m blessed, I have a family that loves me, and will stand by me no matter what! I love them, and I will love them no matter how much they knock aggressively on my door, and mess-up my CDs, and wake me up when I don’t want to. I’ll love them no matter what, and I’ll always put them first. I promise.


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