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Trust Issues
When growing up, you’re not aware of the things reality teaches you. You subconsciously learn things, through the people around you. Through the people you grew-up around. I, for one, learned that the closest people are capable of truly hurting you. So, I lived through that knowledge, and set a line of trust between me…
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You Won’t Let Go
How am I supposed to move on, when you come and go like that? How am I supposed to recover, when you leave a trace at every visit? You come unannounced, and bring numbness along.. You make it hard to move forward, hard to breathe, to sing a joyful song. Bruises leave scars, supposedly attempting…
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How Are We Defined?
It takes a while to get to know yourself; and through that while, change is inevitable. You could go from a spoiled little kid, to a responsible adult without even feeling it. Time flies, and you’re too busy wanting to grow-up. You crave it, and think it’s gonna be spectacular! Then, reality hits you. And…
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The Waiting Process..
It’s in every human’s life-story to wait. Wait? For what? For an answer you want. For a reason you need. For a sign you crave. & maybe for an ice-cream scoop. I don’t really mind waiting for an ice-cream scoop, but it’s those other things you wait for. They’re making seconds feel like hours. Days…
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The Brain or the Heart?
I don’t think I’m only speaking for myself when I say: I’m always thinking “What if?” There are many times in life when you end up thinking about what could have, would have happened, if you’d done something differently. You think about, and analyze every little mistake and situation, wondering how you didn’t see the…
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Yourself, Your Mirror.
Nothing is sadder than watching all these people wearing masks. Why? Why is it so hard to be yourself? Oh wait, I know! Because of the other half of the population that thinks they’re the judges of America’s Got Talent. Let me rephrase that; ‘Arabs Got Lagafa’. I’ve been through so many phases as a…
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Eat Tbn, be Happy.
As most people in Saudi Arabia probably know; “eat tbn” is an expression used on a daily basis, to either show disinterest in something, because you became frustrated about something, or even just because you’re too lazy to give a solution. If I ask you to try and remember how many times that phrase was…
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The World is my Oyster ♥
What’s life when you set boundaries to it? What’s life when you plan every little aspect of it, and leave absolutely no room for the slightest bit of surprise, or moment of serendipity? It’s not supposed to be like that. I’ve planned out most of my life, and I have literally 100 notebooks full of…
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When Life Surprises You
A few months ago I was desperate to find something to keep me busy! Whether it’s a math tutor, French course, or even a job! I hated sitting around doing nothing, because when that happens, my mind decides to re-live every aganizing moment in my life! Ever hear the expression “I’m bored to DEATH”? Welll,…
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Getting Ready for A New Chapter
So far, I’ve lived my life pretty freely. Now I think it’s time to get serious, and start my life-long plan to achieve all my goals, and become a responsible adult. No more messing around, no more skipping important chores, & most importantly; no more procrastinating! It’s my last year as a teenager, and…
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Blessings From Up Above
When you first talk to someone, you always ask “What’s new?”. In my case, everything is. I started a new way of life you could say, and this way is definitely going to get me somewhere. I realized that some habbits are useless, some harmful. Like people. Some just don’t add anything to you, and…
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New Page
You know that moment of epiphany? That second where the invisible light-bulb on top of your head lights up, and you hear a “Ting” sound. Yeah, well.. I just went through that rather pleasant second. I decided a lot in one day, but I guess that’s how you live it up, which is what people…
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I realized a lot of stuff
I seem to be prone to leaning on people without thinking, so that’s probably something bad seeing as though I’m complaining about it. Who said you need someone to rely on? All you need is yourself, and something to keep you busy. It’s nice having friends, don’t get me wrong. It’s also nice never having…
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When things get a little complicated.
Have you ever tripped over yourself, then looked back to see what was in your way? Metaphorically speaking, if that makes sense. Well, I have. It’s almost like we’re blind to certain things, or we just chose not to see them. People go out and live their daily lives not knowing what’s around the corner,…
